" well, life is obviously just about choosing with a bunch of coices are available in this world. in our world. no one can define wheter it's right or wrong. because that's the coice of us. that' s what we choose "
itu adalah sepenggal dari ceritaku. well, it's not actually 'my' story. ini juga bukan cerita tentang teman-temanku.mungkin pernah didengar di luar sana, mungkin sering terjadi hanya lupa disadari.
I like to make a story, creating it, composing a story. create someone's life. sneak into their life. it's not the kind of escaping, because I don't escape from my life. that is just an imagination.
but I am too
lazy busy to put it into words, or to write it. aku lebih suka memvisualisasikannya in the form of a movie.
yang aku pilih sendiri pemainnya, aku atur setnya, aku buat sendiri ceritanya dan aku mainkan di bioskopku sendiri. panggil aku bodoh, aneh, atau apapun. but, that's the beauty of watching movies on your very own XXI. I can replay the scene that I like, even retake them when the dialogues or the acts are just too... clumsy?
aku cuma berfikir ini bukan saatnya aku untuk jatuh cinta. lame? I don't think so.
that's why postinganku beberapa bulan, well aku tekankan beberapa BULAN ini nggak pernah membahas tentang itu. maybe I am just... tired.
konyol ya. aku bukan menyerah, cuma mundur beberapa langkah menguatkan lagi kakiku.
it's not the failure makes you look weak, the quit does.
quote bikinan sendiri. saya tidak menyerah, sekali lagi I am not QUIT !
I just need some time not to think about it. dan itulah alasan aku compose stories.
banyak hal yang aku khayalkan ( terutama dengan tokoh aku sendiri ), they didn't work out.
jadi, aku lebih memilih mengorbankan orang lain untuk jadi tokohnya. toh itu juga cuma fiksi belaka.
next time, when I have some time I don't mind to put my stories here.
but that will be.. one day
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if you don't mind, listen to the song I put here.
I set the song accidentally, actually.
but when I heard this song woooh, I am gonna put it in my blog instead.
so I put it.
It may sound a little too noisy but the lyrics are just sooo great.
so here it is
The All American Rejects - Move Along
Go ahead as you waste your days with thinking
When you fall everyone stands
Another day and you've had your fill of sinking
With the life held in your
Hands are shaking cold
These hands are meant to hold
Speak to me
When all you got to keep is strong
Move along, move along like I know ya do
And even when your hope is gone
Move along, move along just to make it through
Move along
Move along
So a day when you've lost yourself completely
Could be a night when your life ends
Such a heart that will lead you to deceiving
All the pain held in your
Hands are shaking cold
Your hands are mine to hold
Speak to me
When everything is wrong we move along
(Go on, go on, go on, go on)
When everything is wrong, we move along
Along, along, along
(Go on, go on, go on, go on)
Right back what is wrong
We move along
(Go on, go on, go on, go on)
Right back what is wrong
We move along
sometimes when we felt a little bit down, we thought that it would be better to listen to the kind of sad song too.
like if we just had a brokenheart, we prefer listening to the heartbreak-theme-song. well, because I did that too. just to make me think that ' ooh, let the world know how I feel '
buuut then I think that listen to the same sad song only will put you deep down in the misery. like you are trap inside it. then you only wish for someone to pull you from the sadness.
I understand that everyone wants to be cheered up when they falls by someone. I kind of feel that way too. but, sometimes I feel like I do not get enough cheer-up-potion from them. soooooo, I must try to find my own cheer-up potion. in the form of a song.
you are not the only one in this world who feel sad. you might be sad, but there are a lot of people out there. they are broken. so what are you waiting for? stay on the floor keep listening to the sad song? or just move along!
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